Y Sunday, August 26, 2007 Y
I chose to back out (WJ chalet) and forgo the cash because, till today, I am being blocked by many “walls”/obstacles to blend, click with you guys. I envy the fun, bond and closed-knitted friendship shared among all within the group. This is a totally different kind of friendship I am impressed by. It’s marvelous! Yes, I tried many a times to get accepted, recognized, be part of the group, but to no avail. Felt extra, outcast, invisible, ignored, on the wrong frequency… No matter how many attempts, how hard I tried, the door never fails to shut right in my face, leaving me alone, thinking I should reconsider to seize the next opportunity. You knew how tough to get in, you admitted it’s not easy and as straightforward. I ever voiced out to you on this issue. I reckon this is the best solution.
Now I learn from experiences, only on certain occasions I will surely join and accept the invitation. Otherwise, I will choose not to show up and let history repeat itself again.
I had enough. 我受够了...
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